CHRISTMAS

....was the most uneventful Christmas Eve/Day ever. I stayed home BOTH DAYS like a hermit finishing up apps but mostly avoiding family-friend parties I didn't want to go to. HURRR. Dad is home though! We went to NIPPONTOWN and had lunch.

UHHHH Had a sleepover at Jeanine's....a week ago....A WEEK. 7/17 days have elasped. HRNNG. Sleeping over was great great fun, srs girl talk time and lulzy CARD GAME TIMES. HAI! HAI! HAI! Oh, teachers. Shopping the next day in SF...not so enjoyable hahaha. All of us were pretty crabby bc of lack of sleep and too many people pushing around ~_~ AND the tarte treasure box at sephora being sold out forever...HRNG. And ramen not being as delicious as I thought it would have been...STICKIN TO INSTANT. Went back to Jeanine's house and flipping stayed there talking/screaming/flapping our arms for another 4 hours LOL. My throat was ultra hoarse when I left hahahaha. WE PLANNED A BRO PARTY. BC WE'RE MORE LIKE MEN THAN GIRLS.

SO I'VE BEEN WORKIN ON COSPLAY. not really, only for two days.

WE HAD AN OMG5 MEETUP. I kinda...temporarily lost the pointandshoot...but I had photos/video on that. We all (SANS SAM AND ALAN) went to V's house, had PHO (ALAN WHERE WERE YOU), drove to fabrics r us (a viet owned place...ALAN WHERE WERE YOU), and went back to work on costumes. MUSLIM IS LOVELY. Never gonna go without that stuff ever again. Boleros are a PAIN. Why do I keep on wearing it backwards/upsidedown hurnnnnng?! I lined it though~ SO ITS HIGH CLASS NOW.

THERE WAS GREEN FABRIC THAT WE THOUGHT WAS BLACK FABRIC. WE ALL CRIED. MOSTLY TONYA AND NICK THOUGH. WE HAD A DELICIOUS DINNER. CURRY. I DID NOT GET PEOPLE MADE OF AIR INSIDE OF ME. (LOLAX) WE ALL CURSED V'S MACHINE BC ITS RETARDED, ESPECIALLY JEANINE WHO FORGOT HER MACHINE FOOT. JEANINE CRIED OVER HER WAIST SIZE. I CRIED OVER RIPPING HOLES IN THE LINING. TONYA CRIED OVER THE NOT BLACK CLOTH. VICTORIA CRIED OVER THE SHORTNESS OF HER SHORTS. NICK CRIED MAN TEARS. BECAUSE HE LOST SAM TO ALAN. HE WAS THE SADDEST OF US ALL.

Remember Nick's imitation of his Grandpa regarding beauty school. REMEMBER IT.

V came over the next day, went to Joanns, then left. HURNNNNG?

I WORKED ON COSPLAY BY MYSELF. AND MADE REALLY REALLY REALLY DUMB MISTAKES.


ISNT IT BEAUTIFUL


BEFORE IRONED ON...IT WAS A PAIN IN THE ASS TO CUT OUT


IRONED DOWN DELICIOUSLY.




BEAUTY

AND THEN. I REALIZED. IT WAS ON THE WRONG SIDE. IT WAS ON THE BACKSIDE OF THE SLEEVE WHERE NO ONE CAN SEE IT. UN-REMOVABLE. AHHHHHHHHHHHH So instead of 1 on each side, I have 2 on each side. 4 CUT OUTS INSTEAD OF 2. AND ONE OF THEM ISN'T STICKING VERY WELL AHHHHHH. And I can't start over since it fits well and is LINED. ~_~ FML


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So Christmas...I watched Baccano! SO GOOD. I played Phoenix Wright. MILES EDGEWORTH...IS NOT WITH US?! I had to call Jeanine to get an explanation cuz I never finished the first game bc of a rom failure ~_~ I finished my NYU portfolio supplement too~ KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE



I ATE ONLY DESSERT FOR CHRISTMAS DINNER

Today, Christmas Eve, I DID NOTHING PRODUCTIVE. I finished Baccano...and made watercolor boxes...out of random containers in my room ~_~. WHY AM I WEIRD






LOLIPODBOX


DERP


THINGS THAT MADE ME HAPPY.

I HAD A FUCKING TUNA SANDWICH FOR CHRISTMAS DAY DINNER.

sketchdump lalalala

JEANINE STILL HASN'T GIVEN ME THE LADY GAGA PHOTOS. I need to plan OMG5 gatherings/hangout times for everyboooody. and yet I'm just drawing. DURRHURRR




as rough as it gets hahaha






I don't even


yanx2


lady gagaaaaaaaaa postar



And some photos I edited from past shoots for kicks and giggles.














i think i overdid it rurrr







MMMHM.

LADY GAGA

Entry with LOLpics coming HURRR. But it was freaking awesome. LIFE AFTER THE CONCERT SEEMS SO MUNDANE AND UNFULFILLING.




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RANDOM SHIT BC I'M FEELING QUITE BAD TODAY SO WORDVOMITING IT ALL OUTTTTT

STUFF I CAN'T SAY (whyamisuchachicken)

GOD I'M SORRY FOR ACTING LIKE A JERK TO YOU TODAY. ITS ACTUALLY BUGGING ME. I'M SORRY I SLACKED OFF AND MY PROJECT TURNED OUT SHITTY. REPENT REPENT REPENT. I DON'T THINK I CAN JUGGLE 3 ART CLASSES. BC I KINDA STOPPED DRAWING SINCE THANKSGIVING. HRM.

I WISH I COULD KNOW YOU. X2

I'M GLAD I FOUND YOU AGAIN.

I CAN'T TALK TO YOU WITHOUT FEELING REALLY SAD. WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN? JUST AS WE WERE GETTING TO REALLY KNOW EACH OTHER. UGHHHHHHA;SLSAJD

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THINGS TO DO BY END OF THIS WEEEEEEK:
FINISH NYU SUPPLEMENT LOLOLOL
FLIPPING DO PARSON'S APP
FIND OTIS, WHY DIDN'T THEY EVER SEND IT BAWWW
DO UCLA SUPPLEMENT BAHHHHH I DON'T EVEN WANNA GO ANYMORE
PHILOSOPHY ESSAY (WEDNESDAY.) DO WE HAVE FREE WILL?
ORDER LENS
BOOK JAPAN TICKETS
PLAN UTADA HIKARU THING




SIIIIIIIIIIIIGH. : /

art dump

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE TUMBLR

I spent last night talking to JAHNEENE for 2 hours. ABOUT SEKRIT STUFF. AKA COZUPRAY. HURF A DURF IT WAS GREAT FUN. Can't wait till her apps are over SO WE CAN TALK ALL THE TIME. LADY GAGA ON SUNDAY FIRST THOUGH!

I MADE MY FIRST BOWL IN CERAMICS TODAY!

I loitered in photo class. SORRY FOR PLAYING A SONG THAT HAD FUCK IN IT. I DID NOT REALIZE.














more or less ALL THE SAME. I thought they didn't turn out at all while developing BUT ALAS I BE WRONG.


hurf






Mask I got from koreaaah


...HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHAHA BRB LOLING FOREVER
I WONDER WHO THE TOP GIRL GUY IS
HE'S GONNA KILL ME IF HE SEES THIZ. SOZ MAN SOZ. NONE OF MY READERS'LL RECOGNIZE I HOPE TEEHEE


ILOVEHOTPOT


GWENDOLYN FROM ODIN SPHERE FEATHER PROGRESS


OHEY

YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Because its bugging me

You didn't need to apologize. I wasn't mad or anything. I was just acting immature because yeah, I'm selfish and I don't like lending my handmade cameras out to people I don't trust or like. I'm bothered that you apologized because you thought that I was offended enough to demand apology...I don't think you would have said this the way you did to anyone else. It makes me...happy that you did, shows that you care about what I think, but it made me realize the distance between us even more clearly.

I wish the situation was different, but at the same time, I'm happy with it as it is, because I'm scared too.

..

Hello, mysterious enigma, I would like to get to know you more. You seem terribly interesting. I hope you don't think I'm just some dumb girl.

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So I made my first cylinder in ceramics today! IT WAS A SLOW PAINFUL PROCESS and it was half the size it was supposed to be, and he helped me with it BUT the second one was 100% me (it was a bit lopsided haha). Wheelthrowing is haaaard. I can't wait to actually make stuff though!