Things I cannot say to these people...But if I could somehow, I would.


1. I really wish it hadn't ended the way it did...At least, couldn't we have directly resolved it without having to use a middle person? I feel like its still unresolved and bits and pieces keep coming back to haunt me...But with the way things are, it'll never get resolved. I'm not here to say I'm sorry, and I won't say I'm sorry for the things I might have done to you because I stand behind my every action. I wish it could have just ended more cleanly so I could move on.

2. There's a nerve that you seem to tread on quite often...too often for us to really be friends. I've known what kind of person you were since the start, and don't think that just because you've known me for a while that we're friends. I know what you said about her and I can't forgive you for that. No matter how much you've said you've changed, you still haven't. Stop trying so hard to be my friend, I'll only push you farther away. Acquaintances is good enough for me and I don't want it to progress from there.

3. I wish you'd just lay off. I don't like you, I won't ever like you, so stop bothering me. This applies to more than one person. Stop making my life difficult.

4. You. I wonder what you're like now, 7 years after I last saw you. I can't say I still have a crush on you as I did back then, but I'm still curious as to how you turned out.

5. I'm so happy I met you...but lately I've been really confused. The little things are making me upset, little things that I wouldn't be mad about if you were just a friend...so I think feelings extend past friends now...I wish you wouldn't brush me aside like that, it really hurts me, even though you may not suspect it. I don't know what to do with you...Just please stop pushing me away.

6. I don't know you that well yet, and you seem nice, but some things that you have done...I can't forgive you for them. I really hope you'll grow up soon, because you really are hurting some people around you, even if you don't realize it.

7. I barely know you, but from what I've heard, I really dislike you and all you stand for. Keep your hands off, he's mine. And for that matter, keep your hands off every other male on the planet. You sicken me.

8. Just because I'm friends with the "popular" cosplayers, stop trying to be my friend to be theirs. Its not going to work, so just back off. I'm not going to be used like that.

9. I want to say I forgive you for what you did...but what you did really did hurt me. I don't think you realize how much you've hurt me...I hate your girlfriend. I hate her I hate her. I would like to say that I wish you two happiness...but after what she did to me, I cannot. Stop playing with people's hearts, I hate you for that.

10.We were SUCH good friends before...and we're not as much now. I wish it'll go back to how it was...I think we can do it though. I know we'll be friends for life.

11.I wish you'd STOP flirting with me...its really really TRULY impossible man...I wish it wasn't like this, but I've already said that its impossible and my feelings for you have faded. JUST PLEASE STOP. I don't want you to expect me in the summer, thinking that I still have those feelings for you.

12.We're so compatible, I wish that I was a few years older. It's alright though, I'm very happy that I can talk to you so openly. I hope we can remain friends for a very long time.

13. Your eyes are beautiful, more beautiful than anyone's I've seen. I wish she wasn't coming back sometimes so you wouldn't have to leave. I wish I had the courage to talk to you more, I have so many questions that I want answered.

And those are to people that I cannot say this to.