Oh and photos. Of me. Because I'm afraid to bring the camera out bc of thieves and there isn't anything to really shoot at art school and no time uguuu
I miss taking photos alot.
and haircut. Will take better photos sometime in the future. Ga-in hair hahahaha. TOTALLY influenced by Alan and Jenny. yes, I do cave in to peer pressure sometimes. I wanted this though hur hur
So I was kicked out of art class yesterday during second shift...Honestly, I wasn't painting at 100% and I guess it showed...when my teacher was making rounds to see how we were doing, she looked at mine and told me to go home because I didn't improve/got worse in the last two days. I didn't believe her at first, I mean...I didn't know things like this actually happened...but she kicked all my paints into a pile for me to put away so I packed my stuff and left. Came home to Alan and Jenny and we vchatted until their ungodly hours of 6am. That...made my day/night/week/stay in China. They couldn't talk because it was so late and parents were sleeping so it was just me yammering on and on but just having them there made me so happy. Alan was a ninja, I cosplayed him alot, and Jenny just laughed alot and was a wonderful wife. Alan fell out of his chair and we lol'ed like no other. We made weird voices. I made the same noises Jenny's neighbors make when they're um...OH BABY. So fun, so fun.
I made them wake up at their 1pm, my 4am because I thought 6 hours of sleep was enough and 2 alarms would wake me up but I woke up at 7:30 instead OTL. Feeling not inspired or motivated to draw/paint at all, I skipped class today. If I can't draw well, why go at all? I just need to get over this block and rest. I went to Wangfujing and Xidan today, got a haircut in WFJ at TONI&GUY, apparently THE best place to get a haircut in Beijing. I got the cheapest cut (150 yuan...I'm used to 20 yuan cuts @_@) by the lowest ranking stylist...but its the best haircut I've ever gotten. I've never felt so.....good about it or myself. Anyway, there was some difficulty communicating what kind of cut I wanted (they thought I wanted an inverted bob LOL) but we figured it out. My stylist, Ian Cao, is the most handsome man that I've ever seen in China. I was too shy to even LOOK at him until he started talking to me, and he talked to me ALOT. He like...got my life story out of me and as I told him more and more he started cutting more slowly so that he could listen more (he said it himself). He asked if I had any friends in Beijing and when I said that I didn't have any bc of my art school and the way it is, he told me he'd be my friend and he gave me his card and number. I don't know what to do with it, except look at it and think of him HAHA. I'm just a silly girl.
After the amazing hair salon, I went to starbucks, only to walk out because the average price for a small drink was 40 yuan. That's a high quality shirt/0.25 of a haircut/4 haircuts back in humen/20 morning crepes. Crazy stuff man, crazy stuff. Oh, and I got super lost trying to find TONI&GUY and as I was wandering around (so hot outside ughh) I was walked up these steps where this young guy and this older guy were talking, and right as I passed them, i tripped on the top step and fell on my hands and knees and screamed in a REALLY weird voice. I WAS SO EMBARASSED.
At Xidan, I just got alot of little things; makeup, accessories, random keychains, and circle lenses for me and Alan. I think I'm happier buying things for others hahaha, because if I buy things for myself its like...ahh idk idk if its worth it bahh...but for others its like 8D I HOPE THEY LIKE THIS AND IT MAKES THEM HAPPY. I don't know how much longer my wallet can take the strain for my happiness though HAHAHAHA orz. I had spicy lamb shishkabobs which were delicious and cheap and were so spicy that I actually ran to a water vendor and I motioned like a maniac for the water LOL. Transferred 4 times on the subway, felt like I was walking back bc of the distance for each station haha...alot of people were coughing, I hope I don't get sick : (
Sigh, tomorrow I'm back at art school and I don't think I'll be taking another break/ditching/getting kicked out (I hope not LOL) until my birthday in 6 days. Parents are going to INDIA during my Bday and I don't know when I'll see them or my sisters again huuuuu Family-loneliness is kicking in again hahaha I'll try my best tomorrow though!
Guys, I love reading your blogs. So much.
THIS PICTURE made me SO happy and smile for the first time today. It has renewed my hope. ILU Stevie Lewis!
http://www.vtunnel.com/index.php/1010110A/c871cd063354c65142e9a2977f683fb9d449f20a60ef0def4d7d4d2a314e57a62b14aae5d7cc6deb3db968f244f0e76c90b3b18d8a72c41f50f04508f01ac3cfaaf5a2b29fceff162c18f8a100d785225aaf4c8c3f87bbaa5040b97316899
Link to her blog-> http://chocosweete.blogspot.com/
She and Skylee are my biggest role models right now. If I had HALF the optimism and work ethic they do, I'd be so happy. I just need to remember them when I'm feeling down, but its been hard lately. I WILL TRY HARDER.
And there is so much kindness in the world. I love my friends. Thank you guys for being there for me when I needed it and sorry for making you guys stay up so late LOL. Judy, you are amazing. She's a Chinese cosplayer (from the town over from Humen!!!) who randomly messaged me on deviantart asking me if I wanted help ordering wigs or contacts or help for cosplay in china in general. She's so nice uguuu ;A;
And to end, a meme taken from Ava because I secretly love these things.
1. Do you sleep in your bra?:
no
2. Do you enjoy drama?:
Hearing about it and on tv. not drama about me or involved in.
3. Are you a girly girl?:
Idk anymore. I was a super tomboy for like...all of my life, but I don't know anymore hahaha
4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
My mom, before I went to Korea. Its been so long since I've seen her and the rest of my family ;A;
5. Small or large purses?:
larger the better. If garbage bags became fashionable I'd lug them around with me because I like big bags alot.
6. Are you short?:
5'1.5 ;A;
7. Do you like somebody:
Always
8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?:
I would scream and jump up and grab my butt.
9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
YES.
10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
why of courseee
11. Are you double jointed?:
no
12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:
standing up in a closet. (Hide and seek, no one found me -_-)
13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
nooooo
14. Is there of rumor going around about you?:
There always is LOL
15. Do you call anybody by their last name?:
HAHAHA YES.
16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?:
what are guys idk
"X" Marks the Spot:
[X] I do wear make up. (more and more now)
[X] I have cried at a movie theater. (UP ;A;)
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[X] I get jealous. (so much, I hate it)
[X] I think Johnny Depp is sexy
[X] I love to laugh
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[X] I like rap. (SMELLS LIKE HONEY)
[ ] I like country
[X] I carry a purse.
[X] I’d be lost without my computer. (I'd be dead)
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[X] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[X] I own a boy band CD.
[X] I get bored watching football. (only Eyeshield 21 can make me love it alot)
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[X] Guys are confusing.
[ ] I’ve been called a bad influence
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.
Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing?:
none
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
dark and handsomeee
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?:
always
4. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
ILU ALL. YES
5. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
I'm over it but it still comes back sometimes
6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?:
nope
7. Do you like your life?:
Just not right now. otherwise, I love it alot.
8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?:
Never had one, really.
9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
naw
10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?:
Girlllzz
11. How long have you had Facebook?:
Three years?
12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?:
It wasn't hard!
13. What are your biggest fears?:
Being alone.
14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
No
15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?:
Hurrr yes
16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?:
No
17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?:
have I ever?? EVERY DAY!
18. Do you ever wish you were famous?:
More often than not.
19. Are you currently missing someone?:
Not someone, many people.
DO IT IF YOU WANT 8D
