ohmygod its almost 9pm I'm done with English did well I hope rambling now out of nervousness and huge history test tomorrow I'm really worried my vocab lists are at school or are missing and the website isn't helpful enough and no one else has it and god I don't know what I'm going to do the AP test is in a month, so is AP studio which I'm really behind in, still. Fanime is due on friday and its already late on wednesday and god I don't know and I need to finish Saber and I need to have the photoshoots to coordinate and recruit and its a pain and that teacher seemed pissed at me today cuz I was being deaf and god I with I turned it down and I'm so stressed and why is the virus inflicting people who have the vocab lists why why why i really don't know what to do and i don't think I did well at all on my math test today we didn't even go over half the stuff wth and it wasn't in the book should have spent time studying for history instead of math last night and god why can't i draw why does life fail right now? didn't go running cuz i ate and didn't feel like it and knew i had to do homework but what have i done? god so stupid stupid only a few more weeks until spring break omg and next week testing to get license ohgod