I've built castles on sand. This past year, everything is coming apart from the weak seams I thought were strong enough. Sometimes I wish I can just get rid of these newly formed webs and go back to how it used to be. Is it too late to go back? It was all caused from misunderstandings and disappointment over stupid things, I still can't believe why I didn't question it, why I accepted it so readily when I could have ended it. I've learned and seen the error of my ways not from looking in the mirror, but watching another blindly make the same mistakes I did and experiencing the repercussions. If we came back together, I know what I would change and I know I have already changed. I was never able to truly truly appreciate what OMG5 was until I was without them. Although we're going to be very far away from each other by the next time we can meet, I hope we can reunite and resume the friendships we had all made. We had such good chemistry...until the "night of drama" which was caused by outside forces, we never needed to watch what we said, watch the actions we do, or be afraid how we perceived each other. If only I could rewind time...

LOL FANIME IS OVER AND DONE AND I HAVE SO MUCH EFFING HOMEWORK I NEED TO GET STARTED AND LOL FB VIDS KEEPIN

The world is a confusing place.

I don't know what to think sometimes anymore.

I hope things go back to normal soon.

GLASS BLOWINGGG

GOD I'M TIRED BUT THE REST OF THE WEEK IS GOING TO BE HELL THIS IS THE ONLY CHANCE I HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THIS SO HERE GOES BEFORE I FORGET AND GOD EVEN MORE CAPS LOCK THIS ONLY HAPPENS AFTER 9PM GOD.

SO AP ART CLASS (JUNIORS) AND CLAIRE AKA ONLY REMAINING AP ART HISTORY CLASS AND PHOTOG AND ART TEACHER WENT ON A FIELD TRIP TO GLASS BLOW

GOD I FORGOT MY MEMORY CARD SO I BORROWED LEXIE. I KINDA LOVER HER ALOT NOW

SO ALLALALA WE WENT IN AND THEY WERE LIKE HERE THIS IS HOW YOU BLOW GLASS AND WE WERE LIKE OH COOL AND WE DID IT....OUR ART TEACHER'S HUSBAND OWNED THE PLACE AND GOD HE WAS LIKE ULTRA PRO, SUPPOSEDLY BEST GLASS BLOWER IN USA!!????

HE MADE THIS IN 10 SECONDS. ACTUALLY 10 SECONDS. MAYBE LESS


THEN HE THREW IT ON THE GROUND AND WAS LIKE LOL I DON'T REALLYLIKE IT. WATTTT


T'STEAMING


THAT BEAUTIFUL GLASS HORSE WEEEP


OHMAIGOD


ROOK ITS ME, I WENT FIRST. PHOTOG TEACHER TOOK THIS OHHOHOHOHOHOA;LASKFJ




GOD I'M SUCH A WUSS, THE FIRE WAS TOO HOT (2200 DEGREEES FARENHEIT) SO I COULD BARELY HOLD IT UP. FELT LIKE MY ARM WAS BEING ROASTED


CRINGING IN PAINNNNN OR GAR.


SOHOT


MOLTEN GLASSSS






GOD THAT SLEEVE WAS DISGUSTING





LA DE DAW THE ONE I MADE WAS FREAKING HUGE AND AFTER I WAS DONE I JUST RAN AROUND TAKING PHOTOSSSS














HORSEEYYY






STUPID FOCUS


LOL INSTRUCTOR LADY WAS TOTALLY HITTING ON HIM. I LOL'ED.








AHHAHAHA MY MOM SAW THIS PHOTO AND WAS LIKE WHO IS THIS MOVIE STAR BAHAHAHA






WHOACOOL


THEN WE HAD LUNCH


WORK OF MASTERR












LALALAL WAS A FUN FIELD TRIP, ENDED TOO SOON THOUGH BUUHUUUUUUUU OH WELL NEXT TIME OHHOOHALSKFJASDF

JUNIOR PROM

AFTER NOT BEING PRODUCTIVE ENOUGH, I DECIDED TO POST ABOUT PROM. LOL BUT I HAVE LIKE NO PICTURES OH WHATEVERRRRR

GOD I SPENT THE DAY BEFORE PROM WORKING ON COSPLAY. SO LAMEEEE

ANOTHER CAPS LOCK ENTRY GOD WHEN WILL THIS END

SO UM GOT READY AND SHIZ ALL BY MYSELF IN THE BATHROOM /WEEP

TOOK PICTURES IN THE FRONT AREA OF MAI HOUSE


LOL UNDERPANT


WENT TO LEXIE'S HOUSE YAAAY


WEEE


GOD WALKING WAS SO DIFFICULT ON THAT DRIVEWAY


FIRST TIME IN LIMOOO


WHOA










I ASSURE YOU THIS IS APPLE CIDER AND LOL CRYSTAL WHAT ARE YOU DOING


DERANGEDEDD AND SO FAT


MY LOVER AND I. AND DAVID




NO BOTTLE OPENER FOR APPLE CIDER WHY





THEN WE WENT TO THE RESTAURANT, SOME SEAFOOD RESTAURANT AND IT WAS REALLY GOOD BUT GOD WE WERE RUNNING SO LATE. WE GOT TO THE RESTAURANT AT 8, WHEN PROM WAS SUPPOSED TO START LOLLLL


THERE WAS A BIG WHEEL AND I TOUCHED IT AND IT WAS REALLY DUSTY


ALI TRIED TOO






HAD OYSTERS THEY WERE EXPENSIVE BUT GOOD WOOO


WOO


IDLED AWAY THE TIME BY CAMHOING

THERE WAS A BIRTHDAY PARTY AND WHEN THEY STARTED CLAPPING AND WE CLAPPED TOO AND IT WAS EPIC. AND THEN WHEN WE LEFT THEY CLAPPED FOR US OHHOHOHO


AT PROMMM

SO AT PROM WE DANCED AND DANCED AND DANCED AND HAD FEET HURT AND TOOK SHOES OFF AND DANCED SOME MORE. NO FREAKING FOR ME WOOOOOOOOO GOD IT WAS SO AWKWARD SOMETIMES...WHEN A FRIEND IS FREAKING DIRECTLY BEHIND YOU AND ITS LIKE OH DERP WHAT DO I DO AHHH

SO YEAH...PROM ITSELF, DIDN'T TAKE PHOTOS A DUR BUT IT WAS FUN.

ON THE WAY BACK, WE WERE PLANNING TO SLEEP OVER AT LEXIE'S BUT SUDDENLY PARENTS WERE LIKE RAWR NO SO IT WAS LIKE DURN NOW I CAN'T. THEY WENT OUT FOR PANCAKES AT 3AM LOL. WOE IS ME BUT OH WELL I WAS TIRED AND GOD I'M TIRED NOW AND SO ENDS PROM. NEXT YEAR I'LL GET A FREAKING DATE; SLOW SONGS WERE SO LONELYYY AHAHHAHAAAAAAAAA