Sigh, I'm so tired. I hate that I seen to always be in the wrong place at the wrong time and that all I've done over the past year is just being forgotten and buried under the onslaught of newer things. The person that I would love to hear the most from and to get "that" from...brushes it aside. And yet, for strangers, "it"'ll be readily be done. Ugh I've done so so much, and not even a simple "thank you"?

Why do I always go way out of my way to do things for someone who won't make the effort to give even 10% back?

I feel like a fool. And the people who matter the most won't read this because they don't care.

2 more days.