I turned back and remembered you

So I wrote this,

You know, YOU don't know whether I'm going to get into that college. Don't be so shocked and disgusted that I'm applying there. Yeah, you say only people who have amazing accomplishments and crazy GPAs and SAT scores can get in, but man, don't undermine all I've done. Don't compare me with yourself, you, who has cheated and lied your way through your entire life. You, who passes judgment on people who may not have the laundry list of "accomplishments" or good grades that you have, but at least their's was earned. What gives you the RIGHT to demean people like that? Unlike you, there are actually people who HAVE done something that can't be shown from a simple college resume, so stop automatically looking down on them. And another thing-if I don't agree with you, don't cuss me out jokingly. Because I know you actually mean it but you're afraid of what I'd think of you or what I'd say about you. I despise people like you. I don't know why I continue to pretend to be your friend.

then, I saw Cassie's entry.

There are still good people in the world.

From the Korean drama "My lovely Sam-soon".

삼순이 : 너 나 좋아하냐?
Sam-soon: Do you like me?

삼식이 : 좋아하는게 뭔데?
Sam-shik: What is the definition of liking someone?

삼순이: 너 나보면 막 두근거리고 내가 더 이뻐 보이구,
Sam-soon: You know, it's like when you see me, your heart beats fast and I look a bit prettier,
너 내가 없을땐 조금 보고싶고,
When i'm not there, you kinda want to see me
내가 딴 남자랑 어울리면 화나고,
When i'm with another guy, you get mad
시도때도 없이 내가 떠오르고 그러냐?
And at any given time and year, you suddenly remember me. That kind of a thing.

삼식이 : 그럼 나 너 좋아하는거 아닌가보다...
Sam-shik: Then I must not like you. See,
널 보면 두근거리는게 아니라 심장이 터질 것 같아,
When I see you, my heart does not pound. I feel like it will burst.
더 이뻐 보이는게 아니라 더 이상 이뻐보일수 없을만큼 예쁘고,
You don't look a bit pretty. You look so pretty that no one could possibly be prettier than you are.
조금 보고싶은게 아니라 널 안보면 미칠만큼이나 보고싶다.
I don't kinda want to see you, if I don't see you, I think i'm gonna go crazy.

다른 남자와 어울리면 화나냐고?
Am I mad when you hang out with other guys?
화나는 정도가 아니라 그 자식을 죽이고 싶을만큼 괴로워.
Mad isn't even the word to describe it. I'm in so much pain that I want to kill him.

니가 시도때도없이 떠오르는게 아니라 ,
I don't remember you at any given time and year,

한시도 떠나지않고 떠오른다.　　　
I remember you every single second.

그럼 이건 좋아하는게 아닌거맞지..
Then this isn't liking you, right?

brb, wishing for love someday