Because its bugging me

You didn't need to apologize. I wasn't mad or anything. I was just acting immature because yeah, I'm selfish and I don't like lending my handmade cameras out to people I don't trust or like. I'm bothered that you apologized because you thought that I was offended enough to demand apology...I don't think you would have said this the way you did to anyone else. It makes me...happy that you did, shows that you care about what I think, but it made me realize the distance between us even more clearly.

I wish the situation was different, but at the same time, I'm happy with it as it is, because I'm scared too.

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Hello, mysterious enigma, I would like to get to know you more. You seem terribly interesting. I hope you don't think I'm just some dumb girl.

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So I made my first cylinder in ceramics today! IT WAS A SLOW PAINFUL PROCESS and it was half the size it was supposed to be, and he helped me with it BUT the second one was 100% me (it was a bit lopsided haha). Wheelthrowing is haaaard. I can't wait to actually make stuff though!