---June 4
It's been a long time, huh?
Two and a half months? I think that's the biggest gap I've ever had in doing any journal writing or recap or anything. Is it laziness? Is it me becoming a more private person? Being busy?
Who knows, who cares?
Whatever-this was never for anyone else.
I miss having a cohesive journal with pictures reminding me of all the good memories I've had (and what I've done too, I suppose).
Time to start again before things get hectic again!
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But man..! Who knew that it could have turned out this well? My luck has been a bit too good this past quarter...I'm almost afraid of the time when it'll stop or when bad luck comes my way. What's the use in worrying about that though? Whatever whatever. I wonder, why do I do what I do? Art-wise I suppose. Life-wise, too. Like, drawing has been my "thing" since elementary school, but now I'm really doubting whether I'm good enough or if its smart enough to continue (even though I've really really slowed down). It takes up so much time and for what? I don't think I have that pure inborn talent and the hard work that's necessary to get to a fulfilling spot. But drawing's the thing that started it all- those days in middle school on deviantart and drawing with Tonya and Victoria during those little friday night parties we used to have. ...////
-----June 21
Man, how DOES time manage to pass so quickly? I remember when I used to post like...every three days in this blog, back when my life was uneventful. Now that I'm actually doing things and life's value is starting to become more clear to me, I find that my time to sit back and reflect diminishing. Or is it because I continually put too much on my plate? That I think I can be an overachiever when I really am not? Oh, who knows? Who cares?
Spring quarter has ended. My first year at UCLA has ended.
Something new starts. (After I catch up on event posts.)
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Spring Quarter!(START)
umumum. ITS BEEN OFF TO AN AMAZING START.
How could I possibly express what has happened? Well...to start....my classes (interactivity, motion, and design history) are all AMAZING. I'm so glad to be taking all of them even though they're pretty challenging and time consuming. Its all super important stuff that I'm actually passionate about so...I couldn't be happier. I feel productive, wheras in drawing and color...it wasn't anything, really. Just coming back from that amazing spring break has been really good to me; I feel like I was fully recharged and then some. I got a job as graphic designer/marketing assistant at UCLA recreation! IT FELT GOOD, MANG. First OFFICIAL PER HOUR job!
...
...oh, and Mike is my boyfriend now. WHICH MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE BEEN THE BIGGEST REASON TO MY HAPPINESS. First week back was just a whirlwind of emotions, confessions, and all that.
DATES:
March 30, 2011--officially asked me out
March 31, 2011--firstu kissu
April 6, 2011-- first date (rollerblading!)
BUHUHUHU. I'll talk more about it later (its all recorded in the physical journal which is at 100%...I'm still not quite sure how much I should post up...perhaps 20% here haha)
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finally finished decorating my room too!
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Took photos with Rebecca! FILM.
hipsta movie
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How could I possibly express what has happened? Well...to start....my classes (interactivity, motion, and design history) are all AMAZING. I'm so glad to be taking all of them even though they're pretty challenging and time consuming. Its all super important stuff that I'm actually passionate about so...I couldn't be happier. I feel productive, wheras in drawing and color...it wasn't anything, really. Just coming back from that amazing spring break has been really good to me; I feel like I was fully recharged and then some. I got a job as graphic designer/marketing assistant at UCLA recreation! IT FELT GOOD, MANG. First OFFICIAL PER HOUR job!
...
...oh, and Mike is my boyfriend now. WHICH MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE BEEN THE BIGGEST REASON TO MY HAPPINESS. First week back was just a whirlwind of emotions, confessions, and all that.
DATES:
March 30, 2011--officially asked me out
March 31, 2011--firstu kissu
April 6, 2011-- first date (rollerblading!)
BUHUHUHU. I'll talk more about it later (its all recorded in the physical journal which is at 100%...I'm still not quite sure how much I should post up...perhaps 20% here haha)
~~~~
finally finished decorating my room too!
~~
Took photos with Rebecca! FILM.
hipsta movie
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Spring Break
Its been a bit crazy, huh? Winter quarter ended with little fanfare, everything went as expected, and everything flowed smoothly into spring break.
WENT TO FASHION DISTRICT DURING FINALS WEEK WITH SHANTEL AND COURT
PARKED HERE
Here's my type book!
I'm pretty proud of this thing even though its soft cover and kind of ghetto. OH WELL SIMPLE AND CLEAN IS HOW I LIKE IT.
It was really nice to go home again. Jeanine also came over...which was pretty amazing. MY BATTERIES ARE RECHARGED. Everything that I had doubted this past year, she put back into place and reassured me, and everything that COULD have been, she was a catalyst. I'm so lucky. Remember all the midnight talks we'd have about the state of our nation/world, how to be the best people we could be, how to make things happen, and how we are limited only by what we perceive ourselves to be, ect ect. Remember all our moments/constant craziness (FENG LE ALL THE TIME). Remember visiting our school, driving to Briones late late late at night and listening to the rain in the darkness, taking photos the next day in Briones + finding THAT tree + running in the road + all that Loard's ice cream.
SO YEAH, THIS IS US.
UMPH
PLEASE BE MY LOVE
POSIN' BY DAT WINDOW
DANCING
HERPDERPDHEPRHEP
8D
O_O
WE WENT TO SAFEWAY AND BOUGHT $40 OF JELLO, BROWNIE MIX, AND COOL WHIP. UMPH UMPH FOREVER FATTIES.
JEANINE'S
MEIN
ORIVIA
WE HAD SHABU SHABU WITH MIGUEL ONE DAY! I WENT FABRIC SHOPPING WITH HIM AND THEN WE PICKED UP JEANINE. WE WERE AN HOUR LATE AND WE ACCIDENTALLY TOOK A TOUR AROUND SF. IT WAS GREAT CATCHING UP AND TELLING DISGUSTING STORIES OVER DINNER BUHUHUHUHU
UMPH
HARD AT WORK
OLIVIA IS SO FREAKING KAWAII
DIMSUM WITH V'S FAMILY TOO
DAT EPIC STORM CLOUD.
INFILTRATING BENTLEY
I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE TAKEN LIKE 20 ROLLS OF FILM
PLAYING PING PONG WITH VHS AS THE NET AND MY DAD IS USING HIS CELLPHONE AS A PADDLE LOLOLOL
RIBS AT 1AM YES
VISITED REBECCA IN SF FOR A DAY
DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH THEM KNEE SOCKS
LOARD'S
BRIONES
MAJESTIC
ASD;FAABAHAHAH
TREE
ITS REAL
BEST EVER
YES.
Also, spring break was when Mike told me he liked me. OH, THOSE NIGHTS AT 4AM ON FB CHAT, HOW I SHALL REMEMBER THEM.
"I pretty much just waltzed through this year all high and mighty -like, until for some reason i tripped and fell, and when i looked up the elephant was there....aaand kept growing until i couldn't really ignore it anymore, which was sometime last week, aaaaaand now I'm starting to like you."
-JUST REMEMBER THAT FOREVER. ahhhhhhhhh
WENT TO FASHION DISTRICT DURING FINALS WEEK WITH SHANTEL AND COURT
PARKED HERE
Here's my type book!
I'm pretty proud of this thing even though its soft cover and kind of ghetto. OH WELL SIMPLE AND CLEAN IS HOW I LIKE IT.
It was really nice to go home again. Jeanine also came over...which was pretty amazing. MY BATTERIES ARE RECHARGED. Everything that I had doubted this past year, she put back into place and reassured me, and everything that COULD have been, she was a catalyst. I'm so lucky. Remember all the midnight talks we'd have about the state of our nation/world, how to be the best people we could be, how to make things happen, and how we are limited only by what we perceive ourselves to be, ect ect. Remember all our moments/constant craziness (FENG LE ALL THE TIME). Remember visiting our school, driving to Briones late late late at night and listening to the rain in the darkness, taking photos the next day in Briones + finding THAT tree + running in the road + all that Loard's ice cream.
SO YEAH, THIS IS US.
UMPH
PLEASE BE MY LOVE
POSIN' BY DAT WINDOW
DANCING
HERPDERPDHEPRHEP
8D
O_O
WE WENT TO SAFEWAY AND BOUGHT $40 OF JELLO, BROWNIE MIX, AND COOL WHIP. UMPH UMPH FOREVER FATTIES.
JEANINE'S
MEIN
ORIVIA
WE HAD SHABU SHABU WITH MIGUEL ONE DAY! I WENT FABRIC SHOPPING WITH HIM AND THEN WE PICKED UP JEANINE. WE WERE AN HOUR LATE AND WE ACCIDENTALLY TOOK A TOUR AROUND SF. IT WAS GREAT CATCHING UP AND TELLING DISGUSTING STORIES OVER DINNER BUHUHUHUHU
UMPH
HARD AT WORK
OLIVIA IS SO FREAKING KAWAII
DIMSUM WITH V'S FAMILY TOO
DAT EPIC STORM CLOUD.
INFILTRATING BENTLEY
I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE TAKEN LIKE 20 ROLLS OF FILM
PLAYING PING PONG WITH VHS AS THE NET AND MY DAD IS USING HIS CELLPHONE AS A PADDLE LOLOLOL
RIBS AT 1AM YES
VISITED REBECCA IN SF FOR A DAY
DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH THEM KNEE SOCKS
LOARD'S
BRIONES
MAJESTIC
ASD;FAABAHAHAH
TREE
ITS REAL
BEST EVER
YES.
Also, spring break was when Mike told me he liked me. OH, THOSE NIGHTS AT 4AM ON FB CHAT, HOW I SHALL REMEMBER THEM.
"I pretty much just waltzed through this year all high and mighty -like, until for some reason i tripped and fell, and when i looked up the elephant was there....aaand kept growing until i couldn't really ignore it anymore, which was sometime last week, aaaaaand now I'm starting to like you."
-JUST REMEMBER THAT FOREVER. ahhhhhhhhh
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