TO DO LONG TERM

FINISH SABER
FINISH SIMON
FINISH XING KE
GET A EFFING 3.7 GPA
LOSE TO 120 LBS (110 IDEAL HOMG)
STOP BEING SO PMSY
GET BETTER AT ART
GET COMMUNITY SERVICE HOURS
JOIN CLUBS
JOIN SPORTS
STOP FAILING AT LIFE
GET OFF COMPUTER
STOP PROCRASTINATING (LIKE RIGHT NOW)

SHORT TERM

FINISH DAMN JOURNAL RESPONCE AND PREP FOR ENGLISH
APUSH MC HOLY CAAAAAAAAARP
APPLICATION
FINISH STUPID RED SHOES PAINTING AND MATCHES GOD THEY'RE SO UGLY
CLEAN ROOM
CLEAN ROOM
CLEAN ROOM
CLEAN ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM A;SDLFKAJSFASFAFASFSF

God. The future looks grimmmm ghurrr How did I do so well last trimester and how can I be stumbling now? I've been neglecting things that I should have been doing from the start (cough cosplay cough AP portfolio cough SAT prep barff) and doing useless things like browsing soompi or just sitting on my butt doing nothing on the internet. There are so many things I need to do and I know I have to do them but I keep on putting them off and I don't know if its too late to make them all work...For cosplay, CBF is in TWO WEEKS and I have less than 50% of the costume done,....(and all the easy parts are done, so its just the hard parts @_@) and I don't really know what's going on with the dance skit and its worrying me even though it shouldn't be, I haven't worked on Simon AT ALL. Like, AT ALL. It's an easy cosplay but its like...the second most important now @_@. I haven't started on Xing Ke either gahhhh which is also easy but I don't know how long it'll actually take me and gahhh Don't know what to do. My room's in the messiest state its ever been in and I have no desire to clean it up since it just seems so endless and what will happen after I clean it? Huuu did badly on a bio quiz too because i didn't look closely; I knew all the info which is what's so frustrating huuu. I have an english journal response on a topic I have NO idea how to answer, and its supposed to be 2 pages long and I can't start because I don't know how to answer and its almost 10 pm and its due tommorow shieet and we have an inclass essay on a similar topic aka something I don't understand... Got less community service hours than I thought I was going to get today...4 hours instead of 7 gahh what am I going to do...and I have to give applications to teachers and I don't know if they can finish recommendation letters on time and gah I have to write like 3 stupid essays for the application and gah I don't know anymore even though it an amazing opportunity that won't come again easily. I wish I was more dedicated. I wish I could get off my butt and off facebook and soompi and all that shiez. Deviantart was actually USEFUL to me cuz I actually got better at art through critique and stuff...but now I'm neglecting it and I wish I wasn't because I miss it there but all the old friends have left and some new friends don't have the time and I feel like its been alot more inpersonal ever since I've started talking to people on msn or whatever. Soompi frustrates me most of the time; I don't even know why I'm on it, and yet I know I'm doing it because I want more attention which is the worst reason in the world everrr god. But everyone else on the site is the same hahaha...Unless you talk extensively over instant messaging or irl, you can't really "make friends" and all of the soompi people so far are just superficial acquaintances, and they aren't really at fault cuz the soompi 411 culture is just like that I guess :| Diet's not going too well either, I'm too impatient huuu I've been running mostly everyday but I'm not seeing results and it suckshuuuuuuuuu

stop being emo julia julia

I'm mad.

At someone who I thought was alot more mature than she actually was. Someone's whose morals and considerations of others...are nonexistent. How someone her age could be so immature, how she could drag down so many people. Should have left her alone, never brought her in. Too immature. That's the base of it. Can't see past herself for others. Why should I be upset at this? I should just stop caring. People like this will remain insignificant for the rest of their lives.

I CAN NOW REGAIN MY LIFE VIA BLOG

NOW THAT THAT'S FINALLY FINALLY DONE. NOW ONTO MY LIFE NOW.

Saw Watchmen-loved it, but some scenes...cough
Saw another school play, it was LOVELY
Drew more naked people
Joined Adv. Photo

and now, some photos from the play : )



















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Photos of Olivia, as always


































OMG stupid nemo balloon...that thing is around my height and I ALWAYS walk into it when I'm walking around in the dark...SCARES ME SO BAD. And if its in the hallway, looks like a person out of the corner of my eye (cuz it moves too)


Balloon on her head hahaha



mmhm


went to the after-china party at Lexie's house...SO BIG AND BEAUTIFUL! We had a white elephant exchange...and I had no wrapping paper...so. I used a garbage bag and ribbon AHHAHAHAAH SO GHETTO

Party was decent, good food, but awkward with parents milling around, so we (Casey, Ali, Jeanine, Lexie, and I) all ran outside to play on the playground and with her dogs~ <3...ohmygod...I saw some PINK THING come out of the dog's weewee place....DIDN'T KNOW THAT THAT HAPPENED LOL, SCARED THE HEEJEEBUS OUT OF ME HAHAHHA

Almost played hide and seek, but we had to leave HUUUUUU T__T

Random photos: from play night




scariez


super long exposure


the gym




photo for Shumon~~ <3


HAHAHAHAHA OH THE SQUISHY THING THAT WE SAW IN XIAN AND SHANGHAI. These things COMPLETELY flatten out if you hit them against a hard surface...and I was throwing it up quite high...and it stuck to the ceiling...AND STAYED THERE. I got a mop and got it down but if left a mark AHHAHAHA You can see the light in the corner OTL


That's it, I think! So much less chaos and happenings is relaxing sometimes too ahhaha

China trip-Day 11: Flight, 3.4.09

Oh, last day in China, and it was just airport : (




texting shumon




They gave us starbucks desserts! SO DELICIOUS. I took the bag (after everyone took theirs, there were leftovers) cuz the teachers didn't want to carry it so I ate alot on the plane AHHAHAHAHA /fatty

Jackie had to go to the doctor's to check up cuz she got sick...we waited around for a long time for her, and she almost missed the flight huuuu We ran around the airport shops trying to buy last minute entertainments for the plane, and I got 3 fatty magazines that I haven't finished yet ; A ;




ON PLANE~

Sat next to David and Lexie, omg, the turbulence was SO BAD. When they gave us our food, we had to wait for times for the plane to calm down a bit or else we'd spill our food >< Took a nap, then drew for awhile, David was drawing too and shared an ipod. Got introduced to MUCC hohoho Looked at the magazines, got bored, talked with Casey and sang Kelly Clarkson with her by the back of the plane (while stealing sandwiches and water), read most of WATCHMEN, played cards with Ali (who kept on beating me ; A; ) and also made up dialogue for the penis movie, did many laps around the airplane, played with some annoying little kids, tried to sleep (failed because there were 10 little kids on the plane, at least 3 would be awake at all times and would be screaming T__T), listened to music some more, and just lazed around. We all stood around in the aisle when most people were asleep and I got a bruise from leaning on the sharp metal armrests too long hahhaa. Took photos of eyeballs and the view outside when the sun came up.






The stewardesses were ultra PMSy hahaha











Ahhh home home : )


Landing!~

Got out, BEAUTIFUL weather, and...didn't see my mom waiting for me. (THE ONLY ONE) I called her with jeanine's cell...and she expected me to ride the train back...after 11 hours AND no money for the fare =___=;; So Jeanine sent me home~ Collapsed when I got home, slept for 19 hours, and resumed life!

Ahhh It was SUCH an amazing trip, it was fun not really because of the sights we saw, but of the experiences that I got to finally share with friends. : )

EVERYONE, COME TO CHINA WITH ME AGAIN!!!

And for some photos I edited in photo class~














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And that's all : )

Thank you for getting through this really long blog series on this trip~ I hope you guys enjoyed reading it! : )


/CHINA.