I haven't felt this emo in a really long time.

I miss my family. So much.

I miss my friends.

I miss talking to people IRL and online.

I miss eating with people I know and love.

I miss eating food aside from bread and big red berry posicles.

I miss toilets that don't smell like burning sewage.

I miss drawing things that I want to draw (stupid vase).

I miss not getting screamed at by art teachers.

I miss being able to go on youtube, facebook, blogspot, and twitter naturally. Proxys are so limited.

I miss talking out loud and being listened to.

I miss talking period.

I miss not being ranked in art.

I miss my bed, my blankets, my pillows, my room.

I miss doors that had knobs and didn't have to be kicked to get opened.

I miss my mom and dad.

I miss my sisters.

I miss my grandparents, I even miss the maid. Who wants to kill me.

I miss seeing smiles that were directed towards me. No one knows me here.

I miss home.

Not just my house, but everything that I love. There's nothing for me here.

I feel so empty. There's a huge cave in my chest where my heart used to be.

I'm so lonely. So lonely.

If you read this, please PLEASE comment or email me with ANYTHING. -> bubydub4@hotmail.com

I would love to hear anything from anyone who knows who I am. I don't care if we've never spoken or whatever, I just need to talk or hear anything.