Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Efff one comment, one link was enough to get me into a bad mood...I hate it when people THINK they're good at something, THINK they know what its all about, THINK they can lecture/teach a lesson to someone else, someone else who actually understands and has truly experienced it...They look like a fool for saying it. I wish people who weren't connected with the situation would just stop trying to "repair" it or teach me a lesson from it...because as I've told them time and again, I won't listen, I don't care, I don't want to fix it because I'm better off as it is. This person, this person is only a remnant of the past, not someone who is in my direct life, and never really was. Like a mosquito, this person keeps on coming back at random times to haunt me with what happened, the small lectures like small bites, the headaches and frustrations like the huge rash that stays far longer after the mosquito has been swatted away. I don't even really even know why this person keeps on coming back, I've cut off contact (or tried) because I don't want to be associated with this person anymore, but they don't get the message and keep on coming back. I have a feeling that its because of my "sucess", I wasn't nearly this "popular" when i knew her, and now she wants some of the attention by trying to be my "friend" again, even though she was just a friend's "friend" at the time. I'm just frustrated again.

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